I just spent a week in Colorado with some friends who were concerned about me and convinced me I would benefit from a change of scene. They were right! The weather was unseasonably warm, in the 70's, about 20 degrees above normal.
Just before I left, another friend, spent some time with me helping me to get through a place in which I was stuck. It seemed to help. The next day I had a picture come to me, which I have found grounding.
It was of a puzzle that was unfinished. The remaining pieces would reveal what the picture was, but as yet, that could not be determined. The missing pieces were the defining pieces. All of the pieces available to me had been placed . . . the remaining pieces were not mine. Until I had them, the puzzle would be incomplete and the picture unrevealed.
When I held this image, it calmed me and helped me to understand why I have been so confused. It settled me.
This image was solidified at my counseling session in Colorado.
It was clear to me that I feel my way through life. I trust my feelings. If I don’t, I get lost.
I have very deep feelings, in which I believe. I do not know how not to believe. If I let go of my belief, I lose the tool that guides me through life. So, here I am! I can only feel what I feel and be where I am and hope the pieces of the puzzle appear.