A gift arrived yesterday
It was something I used to have often
I had forgotten what it was like
to be exactly where I wanted to be
Not to want to be anywhere else in the world
I have tried to live there
recently,
it has been difficult.
Last night,
I got to feel that feeling again.
It was healing
and grounding
I was able to relax into my belief
that there is something at work
I do not understand
I do not know where I am being led
But, it is happening!
I have to stay in touch with my feelings
and my intuition
I have been afraid of my feelings
It took a while to get beyond
the wall of pain and confusion
I believe I am through that.
I don't know what awaits on this side
I know that it is real
and that I need to pay attention
My eyes are open
and so is my skin